TO STAY IN BAND OR TO GO BACK TO GUARD.

LET ME JUST SAY THAT I FUCKING LOVE THIS MUSIC PROGRAM.

I want to grow up, get married, have babies, move back to arcadia, have my child be a part of the music program, and be a band mom.

Justine and I were talking about our freshman field show, and how the show was truly beautiful. The music was so majestic, and how well the the purple guard costumes complemented the sea of red uniforms.

I started watching, and I started tearing up once the guard members began their work.

I remember waking up in the morning realizing that the dream I had was extremely pointless and anticlimatic. Though there were a lot of people in the dream, I have to say that I can only remember one.

And for some strange reason, I’m pretty sure that someone was either smoking//blazing in my dream.

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edit.

Okay I realized the used of all the ellipses were really quite unnecessary but this dream really wasn’t that bad.

1. It was great seeing all the graduated seniors again. When we were on Baldwin. waiting to enter the competition area, I saw Nathan and oddly got really excited. I hesitated to wave at him because I was afraid he forgot who I was, but he remembered. I saw Lewis who came back from SD, and I was surprised to see that Char came too, but I’m happy she did, even though it was only for parade. And though I saw Wilson friday night, seeing him again yesterday was still just as awesome.

2. The crowd on Baldwin was amazing. [:

3. I had never gotten so excited to perform at a show before. I don’t recall if I was this excited last year, but man, I was just ready to explode last night. I think the similie I used was something like the excitement was gas, and I was ready to let out a really big fart. no joke. My adrenalin was pumping and it felt like my heart was ready to pop out of my chest.

4. WHILE WE WERE MARCHING OFF THE FIELD, WILSON SCREAMED A “JESSICA” and I couldn’t stop smiling afterwards, I sneakily looked up into the stands and saw him busting out a move and making a heart at me. LOL

5. Last night was the first time this season that I got a funnel cake, and the second time I got a smoothie. freaking delicious.

6. I slept 12 hours

7. The text I received this morning made me smile like a freak.