lust for life

“Shut up, Greg. You’re just a piece of poop that sweats...”
— Kevin Yao and Josh Chu

Oct 2nd

3rd

okay. so today was the third time a guy casually brought up going to hc with me. i mean i guess...

Oct 2nd

BAD GIRL ! title that has nothing to do...

go christinemon: if i were you
go christinemon: i'd be broody all day, every day :P
go christinemon: i mean
go christinemon: you get on with it pretty well...you never complain...and i know you think it's stupid to
go christinemon: but if i were you...i would be complaining about my mom, which is totally ungrateful
go christinemon: but i think i would
go christinemon: and then i'd stop because i realize people will get tired of my voice...and i get tired of my own voice too
go christinemon: so yeah >_>
go christinemon: and i'd just stare at things
super xjessica: KIIK
go christinemon: and get mad at everybody
super xjessica: LLOLOOLL

Oct 1st

hoe

get to work nowwwwwwww. i had another word for my title. but i decided to change it to be...

Oct 1st

"why do you keep bumping into me? do you...

Now, doesn’t that sound like something that I would say? But I didn’t, he did. I was...

Oct 1st

“Among you’re friends, I care for you the most. Among...”

Oct 1st

china

there are so many people i want to see. my grandmas my cousins. and all my moms friends sons. my...

Sep 30th

wear your watch monday

me and edwin wore our fancy schmany watches. his was a gshock and mine was a baby g. i still...

Sep 30th

at coleens house

she was telling me how she was really close to making me a pillow case. i asked why and she said ...

Sep 29th

to do list

find a good limo make an official list of who is going in the limo and place for dinner a dress to...

Sep 29th

Sep 29th

besides the fact that i look hideous, i love everyone else...

Sep 29th

seculo seculorum

As much as I want to just grow up and fulfill my dream of traveling the world and living in...

Sep 28th

“What’s so great about reincarnation? It’s not...”
— the wise Howard Tjong

Sep 28th

Sep 28th

Sep 28th

YUNHO <3 He looks hot even when he doesn’t look...

Sep 27th

first day since school started

that I didn’t wear ANY makeup. I slept around one last night. I talked to aaron and wilson...

Sep 27th

i never knew howard meant

haoorecon: u got
haoorecon: i got a new weord
haoorecon: u got
haoorecon: (HOWARDED)
super xjessica: ..
haoorecon: LOL
super xjessica: LOLOL
super xjessica: LOLOLL
haoorecon: hows that
haoorecon: caus eim epic fail

Sep 27th

and for a moment.

haoorecon: I Quit AT GIRLS
haoorecon: THEY SUCK
super xjessica: okay
super xjessica: yay
haoorecon: U ALL SUCK
haoorecon: lol
super xjessica: AWWW
super xjessica: HOWARD
super xjessica: HOWARD
super xjessica: DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS
haoorecon: no
haoorecon: no awwing
super xjessica: YOURE
haoorecon: im not gay
super xjessica: MY
haoorecon: lol
super xjessica: GAY BEST FRIEND
super xjessica: OH
super xjessica: WTFUCKS
super xjessica: gay
haoorecon: LOL
haoorecon: GOTCHA

Sep 27th

nothing beats sinbala fridays

afterschool. it was everyone from last week except alanzhu. ]: and plus danatai. [; Coleen and I...

Sep 27th

spring waltz

so i was just thinking of kdramas. and idk here i am with a picture from spring waltz. one of the...

Sep 26th

another random memory

This one is pretty vivid, considering how long ago it was. Actually, I don’t even know how old...

Sep 26th

random memory

At dinner, Pei’s mom was talking about my schedule and if I had anything on Friday. Then she...

Sep 26th

uno more thing

okayokay. whatever. im going to homecoming anyways. i love dances too much to not go to one...

Sep 26th

exactly how i feel

i dont even get why I’m getting all fucking DQ about getting a date to homecoming. silly silly...

Sep 26th

thursday

period one. so hot. period two. we got a lot of chill time. like 20 minutes of free time. period...

Sep 26th

homecoming

you know. I guess going without a date is alright. I guess it’d be fun to just dance with...

Sep 26th

“Lets go to sleep in Paris, wake up in Tokyo Have a dream in...”
— Lupe Fiasco

Sep 25th

duh

mrye1l0w: isn't section IIA puzzles AWESOME!?
mrye1l0w: i love the impact.
mrye1l0w: yessss
super xjessica: which part is teh impact
mrye1l0w: duhdudduhduh dunuh dunuhnuhnuh dunuh
mrye1l0w: LOL
super xjessica: LOL
super xjessica: I LOVE
super xjessica: THAT PART
super xjessica: GAH
mrye1l0w: HAHAHAHA
super xjessica: SO MUCH FUN TO PLAY
mrye1l0w: I LOVE HOW YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT
super xjessica: lolol
super xjessica: LOL
mrye1l0w: with a bunch of duhnuh
mrye1l0w: HAHAHAHAHA
mrye1l0w: yupyup

Sep 25th

what the fucks wednesday and the week so...

i still cant find my bluepouch with my keys. its like so urgent that i find them. i dont think its...

Sep 25th

we scuk at splelnig

super xjessica: i have to raed
super xjessica: raed
super xjessica: read
super xjessica: man i cant spell
JoHnNyTeU: good speeling again
JoHnNyTeU: lol
JoHnNyTeU: wow i cant spell

Sep 24th

ticked off

wow. what the hell. i told you not to tell for this exact reason. what the fuck. i really just want...

Sep 24th

happy moment but not enough to lighten...

It’s 6:44 PM and the weather looks like as if someone died, if that made any sense. So today...

Sep 24th

serious note

Mr. Landes told us what happened to Nathan’s dad and I was pretty much flabbergasted. Like the...

Sep 24th

time consuming

so i get a wakeup call at 630 from my ahyi. i stay in bed for another 10 minutes. then i wake up...

Sep 24th

fuck.

i need to find my blue pouch with my house keys and mail box key. like i have another pair of house...

Sep 24th

saltrice

Life4Immortality: when
Life4Immortality: i was little
Life4Immortality: i wanted to make
Life4Immortality: my
Life4Immortality: rice
Life4Immortality: saltier
Life4Immortality: so
Life4Immortality: i would cry
Life4Immortality: and my tears
Life4Immortality: would land in my rice
Life4Immortality: and i would eat it
super xjessica: LOLOL
super xjessica: LOLOLOL
super xjessica: WTF
Life4Immortality: HEY
Life4Immortality: I WAS 4
Life4Immortality: SHUT UP

Sep 23rd

4 & 1

4 youve been growing on me. i was really flattered when you told ________ that i was one of the...

Sep 23rd

Life4Immortality: JESSICA
Life4Immortality: YOU FREAKING GIANT LOL
: I like your hair better this year.

Sep 23rd

i thought the 22nd was a good day for a...

maybe i had high hopes. but nothing super fantastic happened. the only time i spazzed was when...

Sep 23rd

disappointment

sidestory after sectionals. alan susu came to pick me. and we were talking about his nephew. and how...

Sep 23rd

BITER x 123152342342

doubt you read this. no point for you to. but anyways. like wtfucks. dont you have your own brain....

Sep 22nd

BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM ! I WANT YOU IN MY...

specialed winn: i was a
specialed winn: medical
specialed winn: resident before
specialed winn: but i had to work so long
specialed winn: no time to bang girls
specialed winn: i meant woohoo

Sep 22nd

“Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone...”
— Oscar Wilde

Sep 22nd

like a few weeks ago. last week? i dont know. lifes a blur...

Sep 22nd

Watch

mirotic mv <3 yunho marry me pleaseeee

Sep 22nd

HOMO !

LOLOL. today. was fun. anyways. christy and i went to pavillions. and then we saw eric with his...

Sep 22nd

there was that dear stranger one that justine showed me. and...

Sep 21st

now i wonder

whether i was joking or not..

Sep 21st

sephora stuff.

urban decay surrel skin mineral makeup : nirvana bare escentuals : golden medium make up...

Sep 21st

sims2

super xjessica: sims is so mcuh fun
specialed winn: im gonna make four characters
specialed winn: its gonna be
specialed winn: me you brian and kevin
specialed winn: and we'll be one happy family
super xjessica: LOL
super xjessica: LOLOL
super xjessica: and im going to
super xjessica: be that
super xjessica: ugly fat one
super xjessica: i made one of them once
super xjessica: with big ass cheeks
super xjessica: a wide nose
super xjessica: and these hugeeeeeeeeeeee nigg- lips
super xjessica: like brians x 12314
specialed winn: LOOL
super xjessica: what would
super xjessica: our las tname be
specialed winn: luao
specialed winn: WAIT
specialed winn: jk
specialed winn: i thought ur last name was yu
specialed winn: for a second
super xjessica: WOW
specialed winn: sorry sorry

Sep 20th

how my dream boy would look like

i thought of this during school today. and i just had to write it down -cute smile that would make...

Sep 20th

Watch

yunho. youre just so fine <3 mirotic. dbsk still puts me under a spell [:

Sep 20th

friday

i was pretty sad after 5th period. how you just seemed so eager to see ____. im just being like a...

Sep 20th

blur

thats pretty much how my life is right now. like idk. every day seems to go by so slowly and then...

Sep 19th

dude. that is just mad cute

Sep 19th

HI MATERIALISTIC JESSICA HE

I WANT : -double ear lobe piercings and a cartlidge piercing. -earrings. like from sidecca,...

Sep 19th

“Safe sex is great sex, but better wear latex, because you...”
— lil wayne <3

Sep 19th

first sprain ankle

slipped on a sprinkler walking to the bandroom in the morning yesterday. walked on it and rehearsed...

Sep 19th

HEY. WHO ACTUALLY READS THIS SHIT?

i know coleen does sometimes. and i think justine and christine do too occasionally. anyways. i...

Sep 17th

just another tuesday ; thats life

coleen and i were listening to “c’est la vie” by b*witched on saturday. so old....

Sep 17th

lit0xd0rkst3r: i guess i don't mind having you labeled as a best friend
lit0xd0rkst3r: cause in a way you are my best friend
lit0xd0rkst3r: cause you're like the ony pesron i can tell anything and everything too

Sep 16th

just because i didnt wanna call him...

Hello Shadow girl, Have you tried logopedy? I used to speak with a lisp untill I was 16. The only...

Sep 16th

love in this club

cocoxjuju: I'LL GO STAG JESSICA
cocoxjuju: JUST FOR YOU
cocoxjuju: AND THAT DAMN HOTASS CLUB

Sep 15th

dumpling

okay. so maybe you got screwed over. but its not like it hasnt happened to other people before. ive...

Sep 15th

i hope you understand that i do care

and i saw it. [i hope youre reading this because i just dont know how to actually say this to you.]...

Sep 15th

y: I love you? ;]

Sep 14th

AUTUMN MOON FESTIVAL

saturday rehearsel wasnt too bad i guess. but it wasnt that great. i kept making stupid mistakes. i...

Sep 14th

7th-8th picture

LOL. SUCH A BIG DIFFERENCE. you look like a rodent. so funny. i still imagine you in skaterboy...

Sep 13th

HI PERVERT ! call me when youre taller....

Life4Immortality: Hey you wanna make out after school? ^.~
super xjessica: LOL
super xjessica: LOLOLOLOLOL
super xjessica: OH GOD
super xjessica: KEVINWU
super xjessica: can you even reach me?

Sep 13th

funfunfriday

so afterschool. wilson took me christy and coleen to fruit island. LOL. wilson is just so funny....

Sep 13th

miss independent?

cocoxjuju: you're such a free spirit
cocoxjuju: and you don't depend on anyone to get what you want and need

Sep 11th

not in the mood to sleep

yesterday. lets see. so. i PERSONALLY thought i had a cute outfit yesterday. my salmoncolored...

Sep 11th

oblivious much

i always thought they were lightbrown. not hazel

Sep 10th

oh great. im known for talking to...

lit0xd0rkst3r: i don't think you ever will
lit0xd0rkst3r: you'd like starting talking to yourself
lit0xd0rkst3r: on tumblr before it got that worse
lit0xd0rkst3r: start*

Sep 9th

premonition feeling

this homecoming. i have a feeling my homies are going to all get asked. and im going to be a...

Sep 9th

third post in the last 10 minutes or so

so. today i was looking at my math binder which has my schedule. and i found out i had a 7th...

Sep 9th

not a stalker

super xjessica: sorry
super xjessica: i dont
super xjessica: stare at you
super xjessica: 24/7
super xjessica: i was WORKING
Life4Immortality: Or do you?
super xjessica: LOL
super xjessica: i dont
super xjessica: sorry.
Life4Immortality: I know that's you.
Life4Immortality: With the binoculars
Life4Immortality: outside my house
super xjessica: LOLOLLO
super xjessica: WTH
super xjessica: LOLOLO
Life4Immortality: sitting by the tree

Sep 9th

reminder

dear jessicahe. promise. or at least try to not to daydream too much this year. i know how you...

Sep 9th

now wouldn't it be embarassing

if you read my blogs? that’d be horrible. but i doubt you’d ever find this. hopefully....

Sep 9th

just one last post

yay school. [: get to see your cute face tomorrow again. tehehehe. anyways. i have something id...

Sep 8th

POSITIVELY SURE

im going to hc. with or without a date. bolded because i think that will be likelier to happen. ...

Sep 8th

just bitchin'

it seems like youre just saying things to piss the hell out of me. well both of you are. 1. you...

Sep 8th

postsecret

so a few weeks ago i read this certain postcard. it was something along the lines of “about...

Sep 7th

i’m terribly scared something like this will happen to...

Sep 7th

saturday rehearsel

it was a very long 5 hours. especially after my stomach was growling. again. wished i was spinning....

Sep 7th

blogging madness

i just realized i hate waterlining with my revlon colorstay brown eyeliner. idk. the color doesnt...

Sep 7th

afterall. rainbows appear after rain.

Sep 7th

does my shirt define me?

so we got our bandshirts yesterday. and it’s comfortable. and i like the color. but....

Sep 7th

GRACELI

who is this special person that you act perverted around? im curious

Sep 6th

saturday morning

woke up at 930 to finish my piano hw. only to find out that i already finished it weeks ago. so that...

Sep 6th

“They’re not important”
— but am i ?

Sep 6th

at least someone does

tguiscool io: this is so interesting
tguiscool io: your lovelife

Sep 6th

first friday of the year & football game

lunch: edwin and brian found out about him. it’s okay though. i dont mind telling them. or...

Sep 6th

realization

okay. so i was talking to coleen tonight as we were waiting for grace to get us soda and she was...

Sep 6th

KEVIN WU

Life4Immortality: :O WHATS NUMBER 2 Life4Immortality: FOR THE HW super xjessica: its super xjessica:...

Sep 5th

mandarin 3

we were finding our last names on this hundred names last name chart thing.
william: hey you, can you help me search the other name?
me: didn't you already find it?
william: wait, i thought we had to find two.
me: no, only one because i mean, you only have one last name...
william: OH YEAH !

Sep 5th

highlight

of course. its you. it’s really sad how giddy i get when i think about talking to you. and...

Sep 5th

chicks before dicks anyday

Sep 5th

my first wednesday night rehearsel

as a clarinet. meh. it was okay. i dont have a music shirt so i kinda stuck out. i was trying to...

Sep 4th

pig

i’m hopeful our relationship will get stronger again. i’m very happy that i talked to...

Sep 3rd

summer jam

listening to summer jam by underdog project. i pretty much love the song. and ive been constantly...

Sep 2nd

shock

slightly disappointed but i guess i was just being a conceited bitch

Sep 2nd